(no subject)
its just that i’ve had my heart broken
one too many times to open up like
THAT again.
It’d be nice if you could pretend you cared
HALF as much as I do.
Gee, i’m sorry ! let me pick my heart up a little
faster for you.
every look you give me
tells me how little it really ment.
LYRICS
I need you to show me the way from crazy.
You’ll show them your progress,
you’ll take your time,
but no one cares, no one cares.
its a rythm that your going through.
stories still remain, so unlike you... still you stay the same
i know what i want, can you just take me through the motions?
i know what i want, and thats more than you can say.
i’m falling faster all the time.
please forgive what i have done
no you can’t turn back on the setting sun
because we all get tired
i mean eventually...
there’s nothing left to do
except just sleep
Are you the love of my lifetime?
Because there’s been times i’ve had my doubts...
your the reoccuring kind
you never really leave my mind
now i write while i’m away, letters that you’ll never read
you said “go explore those other women, the geography
of their bodies but there’s just one map you’ll need. you’re
a boomarang, you’ll see. you will return to me.”
i plunge without a light to follow,
but i swear that i would follow anything
just get me out of here.
& I drink to stay warm
& to kill selected memories
‘cuz i just can’t think anymore about
that or about her tonight
&&; I give myself 3 days to feel better
or else i swear i’ll drive off a fucking cliff
because if i can’t even make myself feel better
how am i supposed to expect anyone else to give a shit?
well everynight i think i certainly won’t ever sleep soberor alone
& then suddenly well it occurs to me, i’ve slept alone before you
& so i pour myself the stiffest drink my stomach can stand
and convience myself to lay back down again.
are you done for?
but everybody knows it's all about the things that
get stuck inside of your head. like the songs your
room-mate sings, a vision of her body as she
stretches out on your bed. & she raised her hands
in the air, asked you, " when was the last time
you looked in the mirror? 'cause you've changed.
yea, you've changed.
how many times can i trust in you, my beloved friend?
because every time i trust, i lose.
So there's this boy;
&&& He sorta just b/r/o/k/e my heart.