Sexuality Headcanon Meme
The Easy Part
What is your…
1. Name: Ciel Phantomhive.
2. Age: Twelve. (Almost Thirteen.)
3. Sex: Male.
4. Gender Identity: Male.
5. Sexual Orientation: Uninterested.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it?
I had recently turned ten years old. I vomited and cried until my throat was raw and I couldn’t see anymore.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity?
No.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what?
The thought of touching myself makes me sick.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof?
Enough that I quickly lost count.
Sleeping around is not only disgusting, it’s nothing short of whoring one’s self.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how?
There’s nothing safe about such an act.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex?
No.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance?
I don’t care.
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner? Do you consider yourself attractive?
I’ve never been attracted to anyone, so I wouldn’t know.
I don’t. Not at all.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why? Do you consider your personality attractive?
One that’s a challenge; intelligent.
No. Charming and manipulative, perhaps, but not attractive. I’m actually quite disgusting.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all?
I’m controlling and greedy by nature. Nothing else.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex?
I wouldn’t want to be undesirable.
A connection of any kind is the only thing that would even look slightly appealing.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them?
I’m not comfortable with anything.
18. What turns you off? Why?
Abuse. Shouldn’t the reason be obvious?
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you.
It’s never a fantasy. It’s a nightmare.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally?
I woke up with an uncomfortable predicament and Alois Trancy splayed across me in the bed we share two weeks ago. It made me extremely embarrassed and I promptly took an ice cold shower.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again?
On the rare occasion I do, I always feel ashamed, regardless of what it is.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
Sexual exploitation and abuse of a child is certainly a crime.
At the very least, it’s made me dislike contact.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why?
I want nothing to do with it.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from?
It doesn’t matter. It’s all dirty.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why?
That it’d never happened to begin with.
What is your…
1. Name: Ciel Phantomhive.
2. Age: Twelve. (Almost Thirteen.)
3. Sex: Male.
4. Gender Identity: Male.
5. Sexual Orientation: Uninterested.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it?
I had recently turned ten years old. I vomited and cried until my throat was raw and I couldn’t see anymore.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity?
No.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what?
The thought of touching myself makes me sick.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof?
Enough that I quickly lost count.
Sleeping around is not only disgusting, it’s nothing short of whoring one’s self.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how?
There’s nothing safe about such an act.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex?
No.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance?
I don’t care.
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner? Do you consider yourself attractive?
I’ve never been attracted to anyone, so I wouldn’t know.
I don’t. Not at all.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why? Do you consider your personality attractive?
One that’s a challenge; intelligent.
No. Charming and manipulative, perhaps, but not attractive. I’m actually quite disgusting.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all?
I’m controlling and greedy by nature. Nothing else.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex?
I wouldn’t want to be undesirable.
A connection of any kind is the only thing that would even look slightly appealing.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them?
I’m not comfortable with anything.
18. What turns you off? Why?
Abuse. Shouldn’t the reason be obvious?
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you.
It’s never a fantasy. It’s a nightmare.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally?
I woke up with an uncomfortable predicament and Alois Trancy splayed across me in the bed we share two weeks ago. It made me extremely embarrassed and I promptly took an ice cold shower.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again?
On the rare occasion I do, I always feel ashamed, regardless of what it is.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
Sexual exploitation and abuse of a child is certainly a crime.
At the very least, it’s made me dislike contact.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why?
I want nothing to do with it.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from?
It doesn’t matter. It’s all dirty.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why?
That it’d never happened to begin with.