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i hate this..... life took some weird turns this evening i whis i would have never checked charlies email. There may not be a wedding next year so no one get there hopes up. i am sorry to those ive let down im not as strong as you guys think i am. im sorry to those who looked up to me please stop you dont want to be like me. my life sux ( Read more... )

well today i finished packing. it was really sad. i figured out my whole life will fit in my closet. i feel like ive accomplished nothing in 18 yrs. charlie and i are fighting and its not over any petty thing. today his family was really mean to me and his dad said that i should take russell and leve. maybe i should so that i wont ruin his ( Read more... )

ha ha ha
michael u r so funny

well i started packing last night . its so hard to pack your life in a box. it made me very upset. i posted on leas journal so i think everyone should read it. Derek and Amber thank you guys for beimg such good friends. Ashley thank you to for being a good friend too. Trul thank you too.

Yeah I am just hanging out with Truly, Amber, Charlie, and Derek....Charlie and Derek got boxes today and they were so fucking excited about those damn boxes that it was kinda sad and pathetic at the same time....we are having so much fun bonding and becoming better friends...Charlie and Derek worked things out as far as we can see....Derek said ( Read more... )

I see that TRULY is the only one that loves me...I am starting to feel what amber feels...when no one posts on her journal....but now I can post on everyones journal...and I intend to do so....so beware...I will get you all...to post on MY journal....and you will believe me you will....boy this D.P. is good...I am in a creative mood so what do I ( Read more... )

Today i made a journal tomorrow i conquer the world!!!!
j/j
Well yesterday i found out someone was in love with charlie..
and i also found out that people that i treated badly r actually good friends how stupid can i be.
so this is my second entry.

love ya
bye

hey guys i have a journal