i hate valentines day
mine always end up with booger chocolates...( grade 6 drama! don't ask)

.... he doesn't want me anymore....he has moved on....
and it is ok
i want him to be happy...
just wow
didn't think it would hurt this much

i picked up the phone to call Emily today just to leave a message and let her know I got her a ticket for Nanette... and SHE PICKED UP ( Read more... )

I am not sure how to describe how i am feeling lately ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to get so far away
but at the same time i wish i could stay here forever...

change is a good thing.

i need it.
i crave it.
i will live and learn it.

i have so many questions...

can't fall asleep

but i have no answers...

and yet i know they lie in me.

do u ever catch your naked body in a mirror?
i don't usually
i did tonight
and it made me miss him...
i dunno why...
and i cried... in a little naked ball on the floor...

weird...

i am wishing on a star
and i am praying at night
hoping to open my eyes
and have everything be alright

you know what they say is true
" You learn something new everyday"

however i would like to re-phrase it to
" You learn something new about yourself everyday"

i just got an e-mail from my bestfriend Emily and I just started to bawl ( Read more... )

..even though i slept naked, which i love to do sometimes...
i woke up,
sad, sore and still confused.

i feel lost.

5 simple pleasures ( Read more... )