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It's like you're a drug It's like you're a demon I can't face down It's like I'm stuck It's like I'm running from you all the time And I know I let you have all the power It's like the only company I seek is misery all around It's like you're a leech Sucking the life from me It's like I can't breathe Without you inside of me And I know I let you have all the power And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts, in my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm lost It's like I'm giving up slowly It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me Leave me alone And I know these voices in my head are mine alone And I know I'll never change my ways If I don't give you up now It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts, in my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me I'm hooked on you I need a fix I can't take it Just one more hit I promise I can deal with it I'll handle it, quit it Just one more time, then that's it Just a little bit more to get me through this
It's like I can't breathe It's like I can't see anything Nothing but you I'm addicted to you It's like I can't think Without you interrupting me In my thoughts, in my dreams You've taken over me It's like I'm not me It's like I'm not me
nice first day of spring?? hmm not so much.
does anyone else feel tempted to sparaticly move down to florida (or maybe like south carolina) and leave all this behind??
so here's my line up for the next few weekends...it's insane:
1.Easter weekend 2.Regionals in Akron OH 3.ACT and all day rehersal on saturday, diving on sunday 4.Thursday, Friday and Saturday is the play. Sunday i dive. 5.Meet in London Ontario (first interantional meet...yay!!) 6.(hopefully) Nationals in GA
and if that's how my weekends are, i'm sure you can imagine how my weeks look.
yesterday i went to go clean my room so i could go to lifetime and work out. sat down on my bed to turn the radio on. literally fell over and fell asleep. this was at like 5:30. slept on and off for the rest of the night. i love nights where i can just lay around the house.