(no subject)
with blankness starring back at me
and screaming from the pages
i feel the fear of apathy
gripping me, pushing me
on top of everything
in the corner with a view
i turn off the fluorescent tubes
this is the bomb that i've been waiting for (looking for)
you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
yes, you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
with nothingness on top of me
and bleeding from my folder
who can stop the emptiness
don't let it take me over
i've been sinking down
further into nothing
ive been waiting long
longer than for some things
this is the bomb that i've been waiting for (living for)
you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
yes, you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
and you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
yes, you finally lit the fuse
thats in my head
Im listening to switchfoot. They're amazing
Apparently they're coming here in the 27th of Feb
Im so there. Their lyrics are like me, but on paper.
Hm
Yay for good lyrics.
Im quitting my 'amazing' job & i feel no apprehension about it.
Sure. its such a great opportunity but my head is about to fall off.
Id much rather live longer and healthy than be rich with a mental stress problem.
Im feeling quite excited about the thought of Being a receptionist, or anything where
i get to talk to people for that matter.
Seeing my dad embaressingly boring video of their trip last night made me miss NZ.
You havent seen country side until you've been there. Its breathtaking, even on video.
Im feeling so invaded now that mum & dad are home.
Dont get me wrong, i love them with all my heart but its like for 3 weeks i could do what
i want when i wanted and now i have to go back to answering to someone to all the time.
Music is the best escape.
Tim leaves tomorrow.
My Hearts really tired
And my Brains sore
"the tension is here" *edit* OH &. tonight im going to funk classes with leesy at QUT and we're gonna be all awesome. hellll yeahhhh!!
now lisa THAT is hot!