my heart is pounding and my pulse is actually making my shirt twitch. its crazy.
and ive been laying down for like 14 hours.

so bored.
i also lost my crappy job yesterday due to the fact that i didnt show up.
ha.

so i was in church this morning, and the words, "and protect us from all anxiety" caught my attention.... and i actually laughed.

the end.

by the time these shows are over, im going to be able to turn sideways and dissappear. oh my. so tired.

if i was sixty i would have already had three heart attacks and be six feet under right now, but ive still got a ways to go so im holding out. wanna hear how amazing my friends are, once again? tough shit you're gonna ( Read more... )

so ill be floating around in the middle of not this country for the next couple days, im excited. dont miss me too much ;D just be jealous.

im also very excited to come home and get CPK for lunch on tuesday after my little nap at the Calc AP. overly excited. bordering on obsessed.

peace love and tanning oil (mwahahaha)
theeeeeeeeee end.

i nearly molested the FedEx man today when he brought my dress

he definitely got an eyeful (as did everyone else today, sorry guys) when i flew down the stairs in my falling off bikini, its all good though, because the dress is safely in my possession and the sacrifice of near nudity was well worth it.

the UPS man= dead meat ( Read more... )

three down, three to go. or like, actually hmmm... five down, six to go. i think im turning this into a race, and the winner is the last one, and i am determined to be the last one. just because i can manage that. perfectly. i think. :P ( Read more... )

today was my two month post operative checkup, and unlike all of the other post ops... this one i wasnt perfect. the swelling isnt going down at the bottom and its not soft, so in a month if it stays like this he's injecting cortisone into the cartiledge i guess. doesnt that sound like fun. im scurred ( Read more... )

word. its the pink panther of this year. word. i cant help it. word. someone just cut my tongue off so i cant say it anymore. no, wait, dont do that, i like my tongue. :-P ( Read more... )