it is 11:30 and i can't sleep. i have a lot on my mind, and can't get a certain someone out of my head. I lay here every night just wondering what she is wondering, or even if she is wondering about me. I know i shouldn't be thinking of her but it is hard to end six years of a relationship with someone you thought was special. As i sit here right ( Read more... )

There are just to many decisions to make in a lifetime. Should i go away for the next year and travel the US, stay in lancaster , or take a job at Geisinger. I have the opportunity to become a travel surgical tech and travel around the US for the next year. i want to but i would get very lonly due to not having anybody around and i wouldn't see ( Read more... )

There was once this time when i knew what i wanted but anymore i don't. I always wanted to be a doctor or go further in the medical field. As i look back into my past i look at what i gained through life and what i lost in life. i gained a lot of knoiwledge that would help me in my journey through college but also i lost a lot of inspiration. I ( Read more... )

the weekend started on friday where i went to an Ortho party. I had a lot to drink that night. On my way to this party i made a pit stop at my friend pauls place where i had a drink and shot the shit on the porch. I hhad a little to drink before i got there and i was buzzing pretty good. i then started to judy's house where i ended up in someones ( Read more... )

As i sit here and think , I just dunno know what to do. i love this girl very much and i would do anything in this world for her but i know things could never be the same. I lie down everynight and wonder y someone could do something like this to someone they say they love very much. I may not have been the best boyfriend but i tried. A lot of ( Read more... )

Friday nite was a blast. I worked until 11:30 but after that it was fun time. i stated my nite at the brickyard, i tried to get david to come out but he didn't want to so i hung out with justin and kiry. we started out havung a few drinks and then justin decide to take us to the titty bar. i had a good time for once and enjoyed myself ( Read more... )

Everyday i sit back and think about what could be the best for me. but i really don't know. It's like this most people say they know how i feel but truthfully they really have no clue. i appreciate what everyone is trin to do, but under the circumstances that i am going through right now, nothing matters ( Read more... )