Clare: i'm really sorry i was smoking infrount of you at the game....its just i'm addicted to smoking and if i get a chance to get a cigarette, i'm gonna take it, just tell me how u feel please hun, i'm sorry but thanks for everything u did, u really helped me feel better

well i didnt get to visit justin today...thats okay tho i woulda been like insanely nervous and probably wouldnt of made it without crying and i definitly wouldnt wanna cry there. but he wrote me a letter and i got it from shayne yesterday and i got to see dirt! (dirts a dog by the way) but yea so pretty much ever since 7 today ive been writing ( Read more... )

hmmm.....time to update....

well school started and its pretty cool i like north its neat....but holy shit okay in my civics class i'm the only sophmore....all others are freshmen and in my gym class of 49 i'm the only sophmore...all others are once again freshmen and then in earth science.....2 sophmores (me and jeff) 1 senior and then all ( Read more... )

ALL THE STUFF THAT MAKES ME THINK OF JUSTIN <3333333333333333


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My dad chased monsters from the dark, Checked underneath my bed, He could lift me with one arm, Way up over top of his head, He could loosen rusty bolts, With a quick turn of his wrench, He pulled splinters from his hand, Never even flinched, In 13 years I'd never seen him cry, But the day that Grandma died, I realized: (chorus) Unsinkable ( Read more... )

holy shit its like fuckni 4am and i'm sooo fuckin not tired i've been sneeking in and out all night....god damnit! grr.....oh well but any way back to my ORIGINAL point....monday night my mom kicked me out of the car cause her and me were bitching so i called up jesse and shannon and than i spent the night at jesse's with shannon and we smoked and ( Read more... )

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