and im back.
sigh of relief.

the less i eat, the bigger i seem to get ( Read more... )

ok so quick update cos its been agesss ( Read more... )

ok. so i am a fat shit ( Read more... )

quick update ( Read more... )

i am in control.

not far now.

i know what i want.

so for the last few days i havent written cos i kind of had this thought and i was like "shit, i HAVE to eat and get better"
FUCK THAT.
im back.
from now on, (and this i PROMISE to myself) i will not eat ANYTHING unless it is to prove that i am eating.
walk EVERYDAY.

wont even bother with intake- i disgust myself :(

anyway, so here is the start.

-1/4 of a weetbix with a dash (20ml?) soy milk ( Read more... )

currently sitting in the school library in a free period. considering i am now in year 12 and actually have a shit load of work to do, i should be working. SHOULD. but of course i find myself on livejournal. again ( Read more... )

one day of school and i am over it. soo totally over it ( Read more... )