I apologize for my last entry. It's so hard to remember to enjoy life no matter how bad you think life is. For me, I believe my life is very good now, it's just what I think in the future that brings me down. That is what happened acouple nights ago, the most depressing conversation with my mom kept me up all night. Maybe I will try and talk to ( Read more... )

There is no God.

Why are people so retarded?

I wish Harry Potter wasnt on HBO all the time, I'm getting tired of it, and it's starting to freak me out. Little Hogwart freaks! Haha! It's so beautiful outside! It's always beautiful in the morning, and then around 3 it's cloudy and miserable. I want to go in the pool so badly, why isnt it 80 degrees!? I have to seal the bathroom today for ( Read more... )

Why isnt buddy dead yet? Why doesnt someone put him out of his misery? Meaning MOM! Why does she keep this beast alive when all he is is destructive and smelly? Why god? I was just about to go to sleep until he knocked down my damn cd holder and broke a glass on the floor..STUPID DOG. I thought the glass penetrated into his heart, and i felt bad ( Read more... )

why does it smell like b.o./wet dog in my room? This weekend has been so emotionaly draining. Things just come so unexpected at times. Small or big things...but when big things happen in a short period of time, its just like i feel like going somewhere far far away from here. The more people talk about california and arizona, the more I just ( Read more... )

thanks everyone for making my birthday special =) You guys are swell

why do i always look for mothers seal of approval? why does she always make me feel dependent and immature? why is she always making small, insignificant, indirect comments about my relationship that drive me off the wall? i have no idea how im going to survive here. even though this doesn't happen all the time, it just happens to be one of ( Read more... )

It seems slightly odd lately. Some things come together, others fall apart. Is this the way it always is? Perhaps. I don't think something good happens without a little bad. I thought I had exams until Thursday, turns out it's Tuesday. Which is a good and bad thing. I don't know what I would accomplish by writing down what happened this ( Read more... )

I really need to stop my elaborate schemes. Lockport-lewiston-Buffalo-Lewiston-Buffalo. somewhere in there I'll write 2 papers, and watch the best B&B episode ever. No time for oprah and doctor phil...

p.s. I painted this weekend, it felt really good.