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[live2love]

I'm not sure I can do this anymore.

I'm terribly unhappy right now and I have been for the past year.  I don't think Marquette is the right place for me to be.  I've made sparatic comments concerning my discontent but nothing I've said has been definite, just thoughts circling in my head.  Winter break was an escape for me.  All I do while I'm at

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[laffsalot]

hey babe... i just want you to know i think this is a very good decision. i know i dont know much about you and steve, but from what I do know, you are SOOO much better than that. you are beautiful and can be smiley and awesome, you have to realize that! Ive watched too many friends sit there and let their confidences wither away because they think the boy they are with is the best they can get, trust me, if i somehow had 2 great boys, then anyone can. ya just gotta pick the right people, because he isnt worth it. i remember talkin to people about you and steve, and we all were concerned, but no one felt they could say anything, I just want you to know that we all think you are such a great person and you deserve at least 92834739287x better than him... please just dont go back to him, you need some one who will put u on a pedestal and make you realize that is wehre you belong. (this is long sorry) and about the school thing, if thats what you gotta do, then do it and hold your head high, its all for you. luv ya. and seriously

[ashes2ashes85]

Lauren~ I know we havent really kept in great touch, well i havent really kept it touch with a lot of people, but since ive been home i have had time to realize that sometimes you dont have explanations for a lot of things that you feeel you need to do, but it doestn matter, a gut feeling about what you think about is right for yourself is the smartest decisoin. I dont know steve, and i dont know what you guys have, but if you are happy with him and he gives you doors of opportunity in your life, then dont worry about what anyone thinks and just go with it. If not, then its time to stand up for yourself and let life just go on. I live two doors down, and ive had almost two yeras of being left behind to do my own thing and learn my own lessons if you ever need to talk. LOVe u!

[yellowcallister]

im not gonna preach, and im not gonna pretend to know anything, and i dont wanna be a dick. w/ that said, it is probly for the best that you and steve arent together right now. i have a feeling he was a big reason u didnt like marquette before (i was the same way w/ northern & danielle). the best thing you can do is wait a while (that licks balls, dont it). right now is probly not the best time to make decisions when emotions r running high, but once things chill out, you'll know what you gotta do, and you'll do it right.

[storyofthisgirl]

Lauren I know we have never been super close, but I think we are as good of friends now then ever before. I go to school with you and I could tell you weren't happy for a while but I guess it is hard to ask questions cause I didn't want to get all up in your business. Trust me I know when it comes to boys it is complicated and I can't say even what I think you should do about Steve but I know that you will make the right decision. Just remember don't take anyones shit cause you don't have to and you should only do things for yourself right now. I think of you now as a good friend and by you living two doors down and with Kelly I know that I have learned a lot more about you and you have helped me through a lot here this year. (Kevin stuff) I really do now consider you a close friend and I know I don't understand everything but I think you have a good head and heart and will get through this. And on that sappy note your ass better be back to visit this year and I better see you on campus next year or I will come and beat you up. LOL.

[suburbian_calm]

1) coming home (while i will admit it CAN be a pain in the ass) has been one of the best decisions i have ever made. You can REALLY truly figure out what you want. Its not always phenomenal, but i now know what i am really capable of doing, and am the most independent i have ever been.

2) guys are pieces of crap. truly. Not gonna lie. No joke, and i know i have said it like 1,000,000,000,000x already (elise too!) but i implore youL read hes just not that into you. It makes you feel so good. SO GOOD.

3) i love you. whether or not we talk constantly (mike and harry had to scream this at me on the way to U of I on new years) there's always going to be a level of unconditional love. i'm here when you need me. you'll come to coffee with katy and matt and have a blast. it'll be good. im looking forward to you coming home

4) transfer to U of I with me :-D

(just kidding [well...unless you want to, then do it])

[live2love]

i bought it a few weeks ago and i now sleep with it under my pillow.

and i've already promised that i'm keeping my lease and returning to marquette after everything is settled within.

and thank you <3