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[live4jesus]

Wow I haven't updated in a while. I've been pretty busy. Today I feel completely heart sick. Don't ask me why. I had terrible dreams about anger, insecurity, trust and jealousy. So weird - my dreams were diverse, broad and unsettling. I'm not sure if it's from lack of sleep or if it's something that I'm dealing with. Sometimes, I push my

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[lucyferhater]

Hey Jenny. For some reason I feel inclined to reply to your post. I've been feeling heart sick a lot lately too. I'm not exactly sure why, but I think it has to do with my relationship to God. Frankly, I just don't spend enough time with Him. He is the creator of the Universe, and He desperately desires a relationship with me. He has given so much to me, and yet for some reason I regularly fail to spend time with Him. Mandii said that God is a warrior, passionately fighting for our protection and our love. What an incredible thought, that God fights for us everday

[live4jesus]

Zane thank you so much for your encouragement. I have just felt more like a failure than anything else - very much lost in the valley. When I read the first part of your comment - it became very clear that I need God - I need to be closer to Him. I also need to spend much more time with Him.

You're an awesome friend and God has blessed you with such a kind heart and tender spirit. Thank you so much...

[_mymystery_]

I miss you. I miss all the innerchange crew.
I miss Alabama...a lot.
Don't get me wrong I love georgia, and I LOVE the Children's Ministry job I have, and it's exciting to be part of something so dramatically different and life changing from anything I've ever seen, BUT..

I wish I could do Children's ministry in Alabama....in Birmingham, or even the innerchange. I wish I had a job that would let me do what I'm doing now...only, there...

:( I miss you guys.

[live4jesus]

We miss you too! You should come to visit - and we should come visit you. I need to visit you in GA to see your facility and all the awesome work you do with the children. Seriously, I need to talk to you about that.

I understand why you want to come back to Bham - everytime I go to another State for work, I get heartsick for home. I love Alabama. I've been entertaining the thought of transferring out of State but I just don't have the heart to leave. This is my home...