nothin much to say...im gettin to myself again..certain people know what im talkin about...im sorry for anything...<3 to all and to all a goodnight

oh yea school is great...heh...not really me and chris are having an "indepth" convoqaaaq...ehh hope wa mad ..but i dont think she is anymore...im back in the weird stage ...i dunno im goin skatin in approx. 45 min so ill be good.....<3

errr my fuckin leg is soo messed up...im not going to the doctors...THEY ARE EVIL....i got a new truck...so i can skate...whoo...umm.. tlaked to melanie for awhile...also talked to kayla ...love you hope everything gets better...me and hope are "just friends" ...im happy with that but at the same time im not too sure...but im happy...im recording ( Read more... )

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theres def something wrong with my right leg ...thats not good but i hate the doctors and im not going...i have no fuckin idea what is going on with my relationship status...as soon as i think i got it figured out and goin good with someone i really like...WAP....big fist across the face and something happens....eerr im so conflicted.. i really ( Read more... )

another day of "upsetness" so im GRREATT....i came to the realization that im not gonna make anyone happy and i probably should try cuase it always just backfires in the end anyway.....last night...the show was fuckin awesome..the ending of the night wasnt so great..but hopefully thatll get straightened out one way or another...im tired of bein ( Read more... )

valentines day was awesome..the show we wetnt ot was awesome until ori said something to hope and she got mad and didnt even give me a goodbye hug or kiss..wtf...i love hope..so to deal with the "upseteness" i drabnk and go pretty drunk so i wouldnt cry and here i am...i unno...i love hope to death but...i get mixed feelings from her...very ( Read more... )

i went skating today!!....finally....im done with the in house stuff...i talked to hope on the phone when i got home..:)..man i skated soo good today...tomm is v-day!!! i cant wait spending it with my hope..i love melanie....everything will be fine darling...ehhh i duno im so excited and anxious and happy i cant even type so im out....love ya hope

school was awesome!!....me and hope had soo much good times...umm i hung iwt kayla for a bit .she got yelled at for makin a funny picture of me...i ate 3 bags of cookies for lunch...whoo me and hope had good times...mmmm....my dad is still being a cocksucker...i hope i can come out on v-day...so the plan can og into effect!...:)....i really wanna ( Read more... )