"muchos gracias por todos. ok in english now- thanx for everything. I realized jus how much I miss talking to u from that email. U always manage to bring out another point of view that nobody else would see. I understand y u said the ppl there r different, its prob cuz the couple of ppl u were reallly good friends with here were more different than ( Read more... )

I never realized the difficulty in facing a blank page until just now. Things never seem difficult until you face them square.............Im not suprised at the way things are going right now. But at the same time I am surprised, i know that doesnt make any sense but in some strange way its true! Often these days I think about things, places I have ( Read more... )

I just don't know...I really don't. Nothing matters about it to any of them anymore, maybe it never did. And maybe that doesn't even matter....

It's always been obvious to me that I am a little crazy. But now I must be out of my mind. Is it possible, she is gonna tell me that she is willing to see where this goes. Its been such a short time, it came so late. And for some reason I am not surprised that it came when it did. Seems like just when I get something good I have to pick up and ( Read more... )

You know as I sit here listening to Lifehouse, so many things about the lyrics to You and me strike a chord in me..."What day is it, and in what month this clock never felt so alive"...theres so little time these days, my life hasnt stopped. So much time has gone by and I have missed so many things that I needed, wanted, should have been there for ( Read more... )

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Funny how ironic things always seem to me...I got dropped, and I became an asshole. I started with a protective barrier, and now I stand as one of the very thing I always tried to counter. And now I am faced with the challenge of proving Im not what I try to counter, what I oppose constantly. I have to prove to a girl that I am not an asshole, that ( Read more... )

There is a moment in our lives when we must decide which world we belong to. The world of our dreams or the other one. We can't all drift back and forth between them without risking losing our place in both ( Read more... )

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