Long weekend which was good, decided some things, thought about others. Realized no matter what decisions in life we make we will always look back and wonder what would have been different. Especially when its something we have been waiting a long time to happen and then it could come to pass, but we are forced to decide between 2 amazing things ( Read more... )

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So its been a bit of time since I last made an entry. Its pretty much just because I been so busy. Met a girl, shes pretty cool chick. Definetly fits in real well. Shes funny, just a lil off center, which is always good esp with me... Means she can deal with my insanity. Looks like Ill be heading home soon, maybe 3 weeks, just before thanksgiving ( Read more... )

So somethings I been told along my short journey through this world have amused me, made me think, and made me laugh. Of these is that I have old eyes for one. On more than one occasion I have been told I have "old eyes". I m not quite sure what that meant so today when someone told me that I asked. They told me I have the eyes of a man who has ( Read more... )

My life hasn't really changed so much as that its I just don't have what I need so close anymore. I don't miss home that much. I don't shed tears because I miss my family. But I need my family, all of em, bloodline or not. I miss the summer. The times that I revisit everynight. But the more I visit these people and places the harder it gets to be ( Read more... )

Havent slept in four days cus of my fears.So what worse fear is there than a fear of yourself? A fear that who you are might one day destroy you, and everyone and everything you hold dear. Is there anything worse to fear. Spiders, heights, death all fears of things that we can sorta hide from. Ourself though, we can never hide from it is with us in ( Read more... )

How could it be that saying goodbye a second time was harder then the first goodbye. And this time it seems so out of place because not but a week and I will see her again. I dont know. Strange things happen, and stranger will happen. But it was so good to see her smiling face in person again. She's such a good friend. Shes so sweet to, she bought ( Read more... )

Did I really meet her or was it just a sweet dream, that lingers in the ( Read more... )

So I've yet again managed to pick one of hell of a situation to put myself in. You woulda thought I would have learned after jackie. But no, I had to pick a girl who has a boyfriend again. I mean she says she doesnt think theyre going to make it. And I told her I would wait for sometime. But then theres always people who say shit and dont know what ( Read more... )

So I have this familiar feeling, and I can't tell what is now, anymore than I could when it happened last. And to be honest the last time it happened I dont remember what the situation was. I wanna think it was a similar situation. But I m not positive. I think that it might have been. Regardless if it was or not it still doesn't clue me in as to ( Read more... )