yeah yeah yeah i'm writing writing writing yeah yeah yeah blah blah face sex drink party him her his girlfriend vodka shotglass dark christmas lights passed out resting bathroom kiss never wish regret jealous envy vomit cigarette smoke too much i have to write this to be on the computer. you know my mother thinks its so healthy to write. easy ( Read more... )

Today I'm playing maid. I'm getting paid fifty dollars to completely deep clean my entire house. That probably seems like a lot of money for something that should definitely be expected of me, but... you haven't seen my house. It's gonna take me SO long. I have been completely secluded from the world this week. I haven't talked to anyone on the ( Read more... )

viva nightmare: you and your friend look like a couple

ha. ha. ha. DUH, we're LOVERS.
hahaahah.

( fun day number two )

So... I guess I kinda have a little job now. Pretty much however many days a week I want, which is nice. My mom is really really short on secretaries during summer school, she only has one, so she's putting me to work. I figure if I work two days a week, I'll probably have about 40 dollars to do whatever I want with. So, that's new. Plus, I have to ( Read more... )

Hull Creek yesterday was sooo fun. I'm STILL realllly tired. It's really strange to me now that I'm capable of having so much fun with my father. Since my mom won't go camping with me, me and my dad are going to go. I love camping. My mom's a loser ( Read more... )

My mom is on the phone with my grandma. I could have sworn she just said, "And I was the flower nazi; that's why they called me, you know ( Read more... )

I had forgotten this feeling. It's that one I felt when I was a kid, and I thought my father was so right about everything. Like I needed to fix myself because I wasn't right, but I didn't know how. So I'd just cry myself to sleep every night. I'm not meaning to sound candid to the point of... sickening.. emotion. But you should feel pretty special ( Read more... )

School is OVER. I'm so glad that I don't have to see a million of those stupid fucking faces for 3 months. After school, Courtney and I went to lunch. Now I'm home because her mom said that their house is too messy hahaha. That's funny. I mean, if you've ever seen MY house ( Read more... )

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