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[live_lust]

i spend my nights inbetween unconsciousness, dreams, and reality.  sometimes i cant tell if i really am in that car with theboy driving down the highway, most likely not, or if im dreaming im on the phone with a drunk shady friend, more likely. completely unnerving. 
im in this becuase i have to be. life. 
im in this becuase i can.  sometimes i know

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[perfectxdenial]

i know what you mean by hitting the point you cant cry anymore.
i literally havent cried for almost two years now.
things still hurt me, they upset me, but i dont think anyone is really worthy of my tears.

life wasnt meant to be easy.
but you should make the most of it.
and do whatever is going to make YOU happy.
instead of pleasing everybody else.

do it for yourself :]