quitting

[live_my_life]

Please ignore the following, seriously don't waste your time. Seriously, sometimes I feel so lonely. If I don't have you to talk to, I'm stuck with you, and you don't even care enough to call me back. You have to be a prick about the situation. And then here's me, feeling like a loser for ditching out on you, and making your night worse; and also feeling cast aside by you, an annoyance that you never really wanted to deal with in the first place. Why are you so mean to me sometimes, and why is it that I am the only one who sees this side of you? Why can't I just disconnect myself from you, and why do I have to sometimes walk on eggshells around you? And why do you think that she cares when really she doesn't? And why do I care when I shouldn't? Why does the world around me always somehow come together, leaving me a lonely mess? Why is it true that misery loves company, and why can't i prove that statement untrue?
And what the hell am I doing posting this to my livejournal like a complete desperate emo loser?
P.S. I really want to go to the DIA tomorrow and I need some friends to go with. I promise I will be a fun date. Its only $6. Call me, kay?