so one reads this anymore and i give up on everyone.

more like Jack.

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i hardly ever use this anymore...does anyone ( Read more... )

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i met a guy named Ryan and i gave him my phone number. he was really hawt. im waiting for him to call me. :] love it. but the thing is...Jack was in the back of my mind the whole time.

i hate me.

why cant you just understand that you mean everything to me.

why do i mean nothing to you.

why are you so mean.

why cant you keep your hands to yourself...or should i say mouth.

why cant you lie to me again.

why was i happier before i met you.

why do i love you.

WHY

theres not one moment when youre not on my mind.

i juat want to let you all know i havent forgot about you...and im not dead. Ive been grounded for quite a long time. well whatever. im still depressed over the whole Jack situation but whatever its not like things are gonna get any better.

<3

i went to the movies with Michelle Diana and Alison last night. it was a ball. first we went to Mexican village and we had to wait for like an hour and a half but hey it was worth it. that was some gosh durn good eatin'. when we were done we were off to see effing willy wonka. it made me chuckle a few times. i saw a hotface and he was with his ( Read more... )