you write it on your journal hoping some one will read it and console you( that's what I think but I'm kind of stupid). you smart and beautiful and overall your a GOOD PERSON, i want to help (it's my nature, i kno you don't want me to stick my nose in this) but i refuse to sit around and let you fuck up yourself . please tell me if you would rather not talk about it(all though knoing me i robably won't listen) so i can get it out of my head because it's driving me Mad I LOVE YOU
Thank you...and yes I do want consoling, but I'm waiting for the right person to come around and do just that. It's messed, and I know. But I don't know what else to do. So I write this on LJ, hoping that MAYBE, just MAYBE that "special" someone can help me; not cure me or anything, but help me. That probably sounds so crazy. But there aren't that many places I can run to; and I'd like to talk to you about "this" but that means I would care about what you say, about what anyone says. And then, that's where it hurts the most, knowing that someone cares...and knowing that for the second you listen you care...knowing that they can hurt you, even more then you can hurt yourseld. "Good" people get no where in life...no where, and I'm the result of a "good" person being treated like crap from left to right. I love you too Afua, I said it, and yes I really do. So how can you help? And how can I let you help?
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It's messed, and I know.
But I don't know what else to do.
So I write this on LJ, hoping that MAYBE, just MAYBE that "special" someone can help me; not cure me or anything, but help me.
That probably sounds so crazy.
But there aren't that many places I can run to; and I'd like to talk to you about "this" but that means I would care about what you say, about what anyone says.
And then, that's where it hurts the most, knowing that someone cares...and knowing that for the second you listen you care...knowing that they can hurt you, even more then you can hurt yourseld.
"Good" people get no where in life...no where, and I'm the result of a "good" person being treated like crap from left to right.
I love you too Afua, I said it, and yes I really do.
So how can you help?
And how can I let you help?
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