To deprive ourselves is not selfish. It is the ultimate mercy and understanding. It saves many people from having to deal with one extra set of emotions all the time. Saves them from having to cope. Keeps those who arfen't ready for those feelings from feeling dreadful when they say they don't want them or are not ready for them.
See? It saves much pain in the long run.
If the people with such worse lives can live on, let them. They've earned it with their own tears and blood at the least.
I always think ahead. Right now this is the next best thing.
Thats the thing, its not hell to me, its life. People tend to make the wrong choices by how they percieve a problem. In many aspects, I percieve correctly, and thus make the right choice. In certain matters that involve me and others though, I tend to percieve the wrong way and end up causing more trouble than its worth.
My choice to become emotionless will most likely not last long if the one thing I've been wishing for happens, albeit that it is not very likely.
But it is also my choice to detach myself from the one aspect in life that I always get wrong. And in doing so, I will prevent myself from causing certain people pain, and others misery.
It's not my misery I wallow in, its the misery I cause others and I've decided enough is enough.
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See? It saves much pain in the long run.
If the people with such worse lives can live on, let them. They've earned it with their own tears and blood at the least.
I always think ahead. Right now this is the next best thing.
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My choice to become emotionless will most likely not last long if the one thing I've been wishing for happens, albeit that it is not very likely.
But it is also my choice to detach myself from the one aspect in life that I always get wrong. And in doing so, I will prevent myself from causing certain people pain, and others misery.
It's not my misery I wallow in, its the misery I cause others and I've decided enough is enough.
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