So. Let's start out with the negatives.

Negatives
1. I told him "I love you."I cannot believe I did that. It just...came out. That's the first time I did that. I didn't mean it in the "i love you i want to spend the rest of my life wih you" way, and I know it didn't come out that way. Its just...I don't think I've ever said that in context ( Read more... )

so yeah this is the latest Photoshop creation:



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fuck. why did he have to screw it up. that and my tiredness. i was so tired. so tired. i couldnt keep my head up, and all i wanted to do was lean. and not on the hard side of the booth, that fucking hurts. so the next option was the other way. why was it him i was with? why does it always end up me and him versus the world? is it fate ( Read more... )

"Did I Do That"Mariah Carey ( Read more... )

lately i haven't been able to write much. i dunno why, its just...everything i write it feels like im trying too hard to be deep. i keep trying way too hard, and it just doesnt work out right. so last night i was feelin kinda creative, i put some Mariah Carey on my iPod, laid down on my bed, shut my eyes to clear my mind, and started writing ( Read more... )

"When I was younger I hated going to weddings it seemed that all of my aunts and the grandmotherly types used to come up to me, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, 'You're next.' They stopped that crap after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals. "

"I don’t love him. I don’t know that I ever have or ever will...
but when I'm with him I can’t seem to remember that."

i'm afraid to really analyze you because then i would realize how completely far in love i am.

but nobody knows....

monday - senior picnic. fun stuff. he signed my yearbook. i chickened out and didnt write in his yearbook all I wanted to say. I said (get this) "there are so many things I want to say to you that I don't know how...you are an amazing guy, that's about as simple as I can put it." I did write lets do something over summer and gave him my number ( Read more... )

words are only words
but for now, its all i got
so take 'em for what they are
and turn them into what you need

words are only words
written upon my heart
scribbled straight from my soul

and love is only love...

Live_To_Write
© June 24, 2005
12:58 AM