Mother just called.
She told me my aunt has end stage Leukimia. She has 4-6 weeks to live.
I just curled up in taichou's lap and cried for a while.
I haven't seen her in five years due to family complications... but I grew up with her living 10 minutes away. We spent every other saturday at my Nanna's house while my aunt lived there.
I'm just... very numb right now, I think. I don't know.
I'm coping? Maybe.