I hate myself so much right now. I tried so dang hard to get those papers done, yet here I am...back home now....didn't go to sleep at all last night....been trying to e-mail my papers to my teacher for the last 3 hours (seriously...no joke)....I've tried attaching the whole thing, and then by fewer and fewer pages until I was down to trying to ( Read more... )

I want to break something REALLY bad right now ( Read more... )

Oh gosh.  Impending Finals week and I need a plan.  No more procratination.  I am going to stick to this plan so that I am not flippin out on Wednesday night trying to finish everything and pack up.  I get to go home on Thursday after my final and go to my lil sis' graduation on Friday, but that means that I have a LOT of extra work for this one ( Read more... )

American Cities That Best Fit You:

85% Austin

80% Atlanta

70% Denver
70% Honolulu

70% Las Vegas

Which American Cities Best Fit You?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural


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Your Birthdate: January 24

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized ( Read more... )

...but first - sooo I'm gonna be in Robyn's wedding and already have a fabulous, beautiful dress and we will most likely get our nails/hair done and what not and it's gonna be a special day.  The thing is that the reception includes a dance and whatnot.  Also, my ex is the best man (it's his brother's wedding) and I'm positive his gf will be there ( Read more... )

Sooo I just want to write about this beautiful weather and friends and good times.  No depressing crap....oh wait....I'm supposed to talk about people who have "bigger problems" than me because that's what this journal is for (*rolls eyes*)....

Whatev.

So E-burg is just fan-fricken-tastic lately....the last week has been so nice and sunshiny and I ( Read more... )

I had a really good AIM discussion with my friend today on relationships and whatnot and I thought I would share, and also because it was nice to know that someone appreciated my honesty in my post the other day.  Thanks.  I mean it.

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Why must I take everything so dang personal?  Seriously.  Well cause I have a good heart and I don't see why certain people act the way they do.  I spose my heart is much more prone to hurt these days, especially because I feel so vulnerable, like an open book.....unfortunately like a used book that was not well-cared for or read out of love w/ dog ( Read more... )

...that I need to be more honest. Well not that I LIE all the time...I just don't say everything that I should. I am a withholder, so to speak.  I admit that I wear masks (not literally...lol) because I'm afraid of getting hurt.  I am guarded, but I want so desperately not to be.  If people look close enough I think they can see the real me... ( Read more... )