the energy of a factory farmed animal
i got ashed today. me, rana, and some other people went to church. i was so proud of myself. my parents would be so HAPPY!
it felt nice going to mass after a long while. i missed it. im just a little catholic girl. thought i could change it, but i've just realized that its much of a part of me as anything else.
anyways last night i was pretty upset. friggin nicole and her friend got drunk and decided to smoke in the room. i was in class while this was going on, so i came back to a smell of cigarette smoke mixed with Lysol. i got angry..well no just annoyed. i told her about it and she just apologized...blah blah. ALSO her bf has been here since yesterday and hes spending the night again...GOSH.
im not sleeping in the living room. PLUS hes going to be here this weekend. and he was here last weekend. im really bothered, and i know they can tell. she didnt talk to me all day today.
but i went to church and they said to forgive, so im semi over it. not quite there yet. only cuz she cooked dinner.
ARGGGGG...BOTHERED TO THE POWER OF 10.
i got a job interview tomorrow night. yey!! its to work at QRT, downstairs at the front desk. i really hope i get this lame job. its time.
yip yip yip yip. wish me luck.