So the house is all mine for the weekend. and i'm bored outta my mind! have been all week! aaaaaaahhhh. i feel like i'm gonna go crazy. i need a job. and i need money, soooo badly! i heard back from one the of the companies today that i sent my resume to about a week ago... and they said the job entails "too much" for the amount of experience that ( Read more... )

Things are going so amazingly well right now. I'm so excited about my life, that I keep getting this high-pitched voice when I talk about certain things. Hahaha I'm such a nerd. If I could just get a full-time, high paying job.... I'd be completely set. But I know it's all in God's will, so I'm countin on him to pull me through. Man, I love Him.. I ( Read more... )

So, I had a really great weekend. No work, which was nice to relax but bad cuz no income! Eh. Work is weird, they only scheduled me two days this week. Who can realistically live off of two days of work? Ugh. I think they hate me. I swear I'm not even a bad worker either. I've applied at two design companies. It's about time I get my butt in gear ( Read more... )

I'm broken. I'm hurting. I feel lost, hopeless, desperate, frustrated, I don't even know. I don't know what to do. I'm tired of feeling. Why is it that when things seem to being getting better, they get worse? Much worse. Why? Always? I feel alone. I'm not alone, I know I'm not. But I feel it. It's like I feel like I'm reaching for something and no ( Read more... )

I need prayer... lots of it. Please. Things at home aren't going so well and I just really need guidance. So pray for me, if you can, please!!!!!!!! Thanks

Tonight was good. I love Kacee. She is definitely one of my most favorite people ever! I have so much fun, even doing nothing, and laugh constantly when we hang out. And no matter how many months we go without seeing eachother or talking... it's like we never spent time apart when we do get together. We watched an old Doris Day and Rock Hudson ( Read more... )

So... I don't know exactly what's up with me lately. And I can't stand that. Like, I'm fine during the day, but at night (it seems) I get sad and feel lonely and insecure. Ugh... It's so annoying and so weird, especially when things are finally going so unbelievably great with every aspect of my life. I'm so blessed for everything I have; my health ( Read more... )

Ok, so I'm still trying to figure everything out on here. I'm not too smart with computers! ugh!Idiot! Oh well... haha...