this place exists on jumbled ideas and feelings of dis-satisfaction. Paint cannot cover the blood on these walls. I can't grasp this dream, I can only hide it, cloak the other and smother you. force fed lies of a meaningful life full of riches, treasures and fame. Fed the idea that love is the ultimate comfort and pleasure. With each dying ( Read more... )

SICKFEST 2004 ( Read more... )

Today blows.
I hate having practice over-run, its just me.. but I hate it.
We need more material.

Im in a bad mood, I dont want to talk to anyone. sorry.
I hate it.

off to fucking work

There is a BRAND NEW Highwater Waltz site up as of today.

this BRAND NEW website happens to have a message board, so go register.

www.highwaterwaltz.tk

Going to bed at 2 am and waking up at 6:30 am just isnt working. I fell asleep when I got home from school today. During my little nap I had a dream where I had a pet goldfish, except I didnt keep him in a water tank, I mean.. he was in a tank, but it was filled with sand and rocks and the only water was in a little petri dish for drinking. The ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to the parrot calling my name.. he called it four times and three of those times I answered him. I wish he'd stop, or this will make for a confusing time here.

you should've seen her that night. She was luminescent, with her crown perched atop her head.
I swear to Christ, nothing could've torn her down.

Looking back on these days reminds me of what an asshole I am.

I am grateful for all that goes on in my life. The band is rockin' im living the life. My friends rule and this post is dedicated to them ( Read more... )

This was a bad ass weekend. The trip to Dallas was a pain, lots of frustration. Once we arrived to the place and saw that lots of kids were coming to this show it lifted. We played and kids rocked out, it was nice. After that we went to Mike's aunt's house and slept there, then woke up and hung out. We drove back from Dallas today and played ( Read more... )

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR, THIS NEW YEAR IS BETTER THAN AMERICAN NEW YEAR. YOU DO NOT GET MONEY IN RED ENVELOPES ON AMERICAN NEW YEAR!!@#!