although i only know you from afar, i feel i kinda know what you're going through. when i lost my grandmother (a year in october) i couldn't begin to fathom the future. like you, it seemed as though nothing fit right, and everyone was getting to me. slowly but surely that feeling of frustration wore off, and i was able to breathe again somewhat. i still get bouts of that feeling, but i just put it on the back burner, and try not to let it affect my life, family, and friends. I also hate my job, but whatever, my boss is pretty flexible with me, so i'll keep it as long as i'm in el paso for school. i wish i knew how you worked better to tell you the exact words to make you feel better. however that comes from inside yourself. Maybe it just needs to be pointed out, to so you know what you can work on. feel better
its me karloz
anonymous
September 1 2005, 10:36:57 UTC
matt i love you, hang in there, things will get better, you have friends who will always be there for you, ive gone thorugh moments in my life where if it wasnt for u and jessica i would be dead, never doubt ur self, and the school thing, well its not as bad as it seems, try fucking up 2 semesters, and work, when a door closes a window opens, so keep an open mind when it comes to that, i love you and im here for you karloz
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