( Read more... )

( Read more... )

i'm not unhappy in life per say... just uncomfortable. yes, that's it. i am uncomfortable in life right now. and i don't know how to fix it.

i realize that i haven't been on this thing in forever but, honestly, if you knew how busy i've been lately, you'd be surprised that i am even forming proper sentences right now. i am absolutely exhausted. ( Read more... )

i've hardly been outside my room in days ( Read more... )

they don't even know what it is to be a fan. y'know? to truly love some silly little piece of music, or some band, so much that it hurts.

♥ i think if you really, truly love someone, you don't ever stop loving them. i mean sure, people change and grow apart - but that part of a person that you love still exists on some level. i'm going through that with deke right now. god, i miss him so damn much. &i love him more than he will ever know. i miss how it used to be. today i actually ( Read more... )

does anyone know how to do screen captures of movies?

i've been trying to figure it out but its still not working :\

as of yesterday i am now officially blonde [again ( Read more... )

right now i miss this & this more than anything in the world.

[the one person in my life that i know
won't ever change. aren't we cute? ♥]

after a loooooong nap and some bbq chicken pizza, i'm feeling a bit better. did i mention that i had a presentation to do today (for the hot prof/big gay's class)? yeah it didn't go so well. i started talking about deke and my family and ended up crying through the entire thing. it was really cool [/sarcasm]. so i think that wore me out a lot on ( Read more... )