Rainy days, rainy days...

[livelovespeak37]

I keep saying to myself, I should have known. I should have known...

There are things that I should have made clear to you a long time ago. And I will make you aware of them now. Because I need to. I need to get this out

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[tsujikaze4]

All I can really say is I'm sorry. I know that the things that I've done to you are really terrible. I never had any intention of hurting you, and as much as I want to say stuff like that, or anything at all actually.. I feel like my words just don't mean anything right now. As much as I say "this is the truth" I know it's all gonna sound like some sweet lies that I'm telling to make myself sound better. But the truth is that everything I say is always the truth in a sense.. I always believe in my words so much so that to me they're always the truth at the time. I never have any intentions of lying, and I always say what I'm feeling at the time... but the problem with that is that sometimes my feelings change, or sometimes I'm just unaware and what I think IS real isn't... but that doesn't make me believe in it any less.. it just makes me seem like a liar but I genuinely believe in it at the time

[tsujikaze4]

So after everything... I'm sorry.. and I think that we should break up... Honestly, I feel like you're as close to my "ideal" girl as I'll ever meet... but I do believe in destiny and fate... and I believe things happen for a reason... and I believe that our timing is just never right... so it's not enough. Love is not always about being "just right" for each other... Two people who are complete opposites and love each other are just as meant to be as two people who are so completely alike. I'm really sorry, and as much as I hate being the "bad guy"... I know that in this story, I have to be that guy. I'm sorry

[livelovespeak37]

Honestly, I thought we broke up that night when you sent me that text. I can't believe this was such a fleeting thing, but it's for the best. And don't worry, I will find that person for me. I know I'll find happiness at some point. I can only hope the same for you too. Thanks for everything, good and bad. I really did learn so much from you...about myself, and about love...