camping was fun...and kinda boring..it rained most of the time...we just sat inside almost the whole time and did puzzles and read our books...it entertained me...but thats just cuz im a dork. i went shopping yesturday for an outfit for this stupid worthless wedding i have to attend on sat. it was such a drag..i mean usually i love shopping..but ( Read more... )

i finally got to see star wars episode three...awesome fucking movie...i went with derek and brandon..it was a good time...other than that i've pretty much just been sittin on my ass waiting for summer to come...i guess shawn is going out with deidra(sp?)..yea...good luck with that...bahahaaaha...im not gonna be home all weekend..me and candace are ( Read more... )

today was the seniors last day..it made me sad..half the peope i hang out are gonna be gone..but at least i got a hug from brandon :-)...assembly was ok..i got to throw shit at shawns head..i hate him...:-)..the "wes"(since i spelled it wrong in the last entry and im too lazy to go back and fix it) test is effin over! woot. me and candace are gonna ( Read more... )

i finally got a guitar...its my moms old acoustic..the only reason i didnt get it sooner is because my older sister jenn had it at college...but now its mine..i've been wanting to learn for awhile now..so now i can..my mom says that if im truely gonna stick with it that shes gonna take me to get lessons...fun fun..my right ear keeps fucking up.. ( Read more... )

i just dont get it..why does he act all frickin nice to me and then tell people how much i make him mad..WTf..what do i do to piss him off? i dont understand...he's been in a weird ass mood towards everyone lately...bahhhhh ( Read more... )

well i guess this weekend was pretty good..friday i sayed at candaces and alex came and picked us up and then we went to dereks..well first we went to alex's house so he could burn a cd..he has like tonz of dogs and when candace was walking up the steps to his house they like almost knocked her over..it was funny...well when we got to dereks he ( Read more... )

our last home game was on wed...we kicked ass..so our final record was 11-5...awesome fucking season..im glad its over...but then again i love playing softball and i love the people that our on the team..bah..me and derek are talking again..im glad..i missed him...we talked for a couple hours last night...so its all good with us now...now..this ( Read more... )

well derek deleted me from his friends list...wont be long before he takes me off myspace and blocks me..w.e...well friday me candace travis and marcail went to walmart so candace could get a mouse and a hair straightner...and we just hung out and then took marcail home and then went back to candaces and just sat in travis's car for awhile and ( Read more... )

well i guess there are a lot of ppl that wanna "punch me in the face"...i can understand why..but me and shawn are JUST TALKING..get the fuck over it..he was a big part of my life and always will be..nobodys gonna change that...if you wanna hate me because of someone else go for it...i dont have a problem with anyone...but go ahead..go bitch to ppl ( Read more... )

i have so many mixed up feeling right now...bah..but i just wanna let everyone know that im gonna stop trying to make everyone happy and do shit for myself...no matter what the consequences are...