ugg, I hate confrontation. You know, the shit you have to do, but you just don't want to. And you know that afterwards you'll feel great or just shitty. I always expect the ladder of the two. However, I do believe this matter can not go on unattended. IT KILLS ME, espically because this weekend was so freakin bomb ( Read more... )

so when went to bed last night I thought i got this all figured out. then today I wasn't really satisified with the answer I had given myself, so I spent more time pondering over the thought. my conclusion? WHAT DO I HAVE TO LOSE? something I didn't have in the first place? that's right my friends. A big ol' zero. So I'm starting over again and ( Read more... )

I'd have to say that dinner parties are my favorite. Not because the food is amazing, but that is an added plus, but because Laura Alex and mikey and I all get to just hang out. I think if it was possible to marry three people at once, I'd seriously consider it. Just being around them makes me feel like everything is right with the world. I laugh ( Read more... )

what a day. this week I've had so much energy. I think I'm starting to drive people crazy. sometimes I'll get so excited that my eyes will well up. It's a very strange sensation ( Read more... )

It's crazy what a room full of women can acomplish. How they can modivate you, push you to reach your goals. Each week I go to the meedtings. I go because I want to feel like I am a part of something larger. I like to feel like I am not the only one going though this. I go to get inspired by what people have acomplished ( Read more... )

WHen I think about you it's almost like you're make believe. but I have to remind myself that People don't change that fast, no matter how bad you want them to.

THis week has been confusing ( Read more... )

O man I had the most embarrassing thing EVER happen to me!

I do believe that Jared Leto has stolen my heart away. Too bad he's going out with Lindsy Lohan

I'm having such a hard time figuring this one out.