i want to be somewhere far away ( Read more... )

god i feel so.. indifferent? ..tonight. i dont even really know how to explain what ive been feeling, all day actually ( Read more... )

Drove out past the crowd, and the cops.
Drove out past that center mall.
Drove out past that sickening sprawl.
Out past that fenced in goat.
And maybe he lost control fucking with the radio.
But I bet the stars seem so close... at the end.

i didnt say all the things that I wanted to say.. and you cant take back what youve taken away. cuz i feel you... cuz i feel you, near me.a few different feelings going on ( Read more... )

tuhrippppy dreams lately. Weird ( Read more... )

on a cobweb afternoon in a room full of emptiness, by a freeway, i confess i was lost in the pages.. of a book, full of death, reading how we'll die alone... and if we're good, we'll lay to rest.. anywhere we wanna go ( Read more... )

yeah. not the best fucking day in the world ( Read more... )

that I've started updating my lj on a frequent basis again. Its just something to do before I go to bed.. On my sidekick. Or "scenekick" as hugo calls them, which makes me confused as to why he doesn't have one? Some last defiant attempt at trying to avoid being a scenester? Sry buddy but its too late for that ( Read more... )

Ahh, back at my moms. Im actually glad to be here. I liked living with james and jayla.. But ..idk.. I guess I just missed my family haha ( Read more... )

this is my second day in a row updating my lj. kinda sketch. hahhh... im just in class (my long ass lab) and we all got laptops to use for the lecture. which was pretty much pointless but i had to stay cuz theres a quiz at the end ( Read more... )