Heart Broken Whore

[livexlovexlust]

I know what I did to Jesse was completely wrong. But I love Jesse... I do. I was going to tell him from the beginning than things got so confusing and feels got mixxxed up. And Daniel began to break my heart. And I didnt know what to do.... and i was so stressed out. And Eatting fucking sleeping pills because I was having anxitey attacks. And I was

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I still love you

[kitnicepaw]

I can't imagine what it's like to be you, right now. I can't put myself in your pain. ...I'll never understand why you did this to me, but I promised you I'd love you forever [and a week]... And because of that I'm still here. The hurt you've given me is something you can't take back. ...But the chance to give me new love is a blessing in disguise! It's a chance to work this out. To really see for yourself that I'm here, and I'll love you unconditionally! There are people telling me I'm out of my mind for staying with you... There are people telling me I shouldn't have broken up with you in the first place... But above them all, I'm listening to my heart. Yes, we were apart for nearly 12 hours. But I refuse to let you go, hun. You mean the world to me. My heart is screaming at me that because I love you, and because you might love me, that once everything is settled form this shitstorm we'll be the stronger.

The part that hurt me most was not what you did... It's that you didn't believe me when I told you you can tell

[lithium_bdl]

Aww, good luck guys. If you can make it through this, you can make it through anything!
Greg and I went through mountains of shit before we got married...but out of that shit came the knowledge that we could get though anything together.
Let me know how everything works out.
You'll be in my thoughts.
<3