yay, so i'm officially an adult. the big 1-8. i feel so rebellious now ( Read more... )

[12 school days/20 regular days until graduation - except I don't want to leave ( Read more... )

So i think i'm doing a bit better, in regards to the Andrew situation. sometimes i think im fine, and then the next i burst into tears - but that's better than before. I must admit, I've been seeing my reflection in school windows and am just like 'wow, you look like crap'...and yeah, I just need to smile. It's just what I do...so I'm trying to ( Read more... )

ahhh im so angry. like i don't even know what to do. the grief counselors said that it'd be common to feel angry, and at the time (friday), that really surprised me b/c i was like 'no, i dont think ill be angry...im just sad ( Read more... )

So yesterday, I get a call from Kate (my youth group leader) just telling me to call her back on her cell phone. hmm...im thinking that maybe she's calling to talk to me about the musical, asking me to come to confirmation, a retreat, etc., or maybe even calling to ask me to talk to some of the people who haven't been around in a while? But no. ( Read more... )

lol so im REALLY tired right now, like intensely. but i have a lot of make-up work to do. oh well ( Read more... )

lol i feel like everyone who reads this will think im bipolar...or maybe not bipolar, but just crazy and dramatic, but whatev ( Read more... )

it's kind of insane how much make-up work i have, and how badly my grades are slipping since I haven't been going to school. i just got a 7/40 on an English quiz, and i just DIDN'T DO a project in TOK. who does that? and ive missed two chapters of math, and pantier doesn't really care when i make them up/teach them to myself...but yeah, there's two ( Read more... )

Ah, life is...wonderful...but oh so confusing ( Read more... )

Dear God ( Read more... )