and i was right.
boy was unattainable.
im done with guys for a while.

so theres this guy and he kind of makes my heart melt....

him: just thought i would say goodnight
me: aww thats sweet
me: am i that special?
him: something like that ;)
him: so...nighty night

hes so sweet.
i just hope i can totally win his heart.

so i really like this guy.
hes sweet, funny, outgoing....
but i dont think i have a chance in hell at him.
he's pretty much unattainable.
:(

jill made me hungry.

i want cake now.

boys suck.
ew.
life is boring.
i need to go on a date
or go get plastered somewhere.

so the person i love most in the world has found someone new.
i guess this should force me to move on.... but i dont feel like im moving anywhere.
i'm trying to be happy for them.
i really am.
but the turmoil inside of me is just too much sometimes.
i need to find some peace somewhere...
before i do something i'll regret.

to rid myself of any thoughts you may have had about me ( Read more... )

fuck emotions.
fuck life.
fuck love.
fuck tears.
fuck broken hearts.
fuck the good times.
fuck everything.

i hate it all.
i wish i never fell in love.

new years has come and gone. and unlike many people on here, im not particularly happy about it ( Read more... )

why do i have to like someone again.
im not ready for thisssssss.
why do i have to like someone i cant have
why do i have to like someone when its hopeless
i hate crushes theyre stupid.
i want love... not a stupid highschool romance.
fuck highschool romances.