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Waiting
I have so much love to give
I've given to my family, my friends, my work, God
and I will continue to do so
but there has always been that one thing missing
THE GUY
It's stupid, I know
I keep repeating how stupid it is
over and over
I know I know
People say to be patient
to wait
"the right One will come along"
but it's so difficult
especially for me
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Today is the First Day of the Rest of Your Life
As I sit here by the courtyard by the dorms, I can't help but reflect on my pretty off (really shitty) week. Let's recap shall we. I received a 72 percent in not only my math midterm but also my political science midterm. I would understand why I got a C in math, but POLI SCI?!?! I actually studied for that. I also received an 80 something on my ( Read more... ) -
When It Ends...
For those who know me well know that one of my biggest goals in life is to have a "significant other". I understand that this can't really be a goal, because it's out of my control. Still, I want to have that guy. The idea of having that guy sit by me, talk to me, hold my hand, give me hugs, etc., makes me smile and happy. That's just the IDEA! ( Read more... ) -
People. Problems. Problems with People
I love people. Anybody who knows me, knows that fact. It's always been my goal to meet as many people and inspire/be inspired by as many people in my lifetime. The are a lot of obstacles in reaching this goal. I'll explain the top 2.
People Problem #1: To Stay Or Not To Stay
When I meet someone new, I usually go by vibes. If I get good vibes, I know ( Read more... ) -
Consumed
I spent about $100 dollars this weekend. That's ridiculous! It really is. How can I just happen to spend that much money in three days? When I looked at my bank statement, it says that I spent it on clothes, Krispy Kreme doughnuts, brunch, accessories, and Godiva chocolate. I went through the whole last weekend with spending JUST $6.00. What went ( Read more... ) -
Mr. President
Barack Obama was sworn into office today. Look at how far we've come. SERIOUSLY. It wasn't so long ago when people were segregated and unequal. Today, one of my heroes' dream came true. Somewhere up in heaven, Martin Luther King Jr. is being congratulated and sharing hi-fives. Today really was something. A man from an "average" background (just ( Read more... ) -
Dear 2009
*Two people inspired me to write this. They know who they are. Thanks guys.
Dear 2009,
You'll have to forgive me because I'm still holding on to 2008's finger tips. 2008 has been really good to me. It started right here in our home, in our Covina. I was surrounded by my close friends and family as we counted down to the new year. As the year ( Read more... ) -
Disneyland: Year Five
On December 23rd 2008, I woke up at the crack of dawn (6:45am) to get ready for an amazing day. I've been waiting for this day since the last time we went to the happiest place on earth. I was a bit slow in the morning. Not only was it morning, but it was cold. That made me even slower to get ready. As I was rushing, my phone rings. On the other ( Read more... ) -
Haven't Felt This Way In a While
I've always been the person who will be there for my friends. I'll be there when everything is going well, and I'll be there when the world turns on them. I like this trait about me. At first glance, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that statement. But what if, out of the nowhere, you begin to like your friend as more than just that. It's not ( Read more... ) -
Am I Grown-Up?
Grown-Up Decision #1:
In just three months, I had to let go of two people. One had to let go of me because of compatibility issues. If you're not giving something that the other person is try to get from you, that could be a problem. You can't "mess" with the level of significance that you give people. This person basically told me that I was not ( Read more... )