well uuummm yea. I had color guard tryouts today. They went ok I guess. I worked really hard. And she said she could tell but there are some things that I really cannot do. I mean I get so confussed. I can't stand it. My mom made a hugliy huge big deal on how cool it was that I was trying out and u know what the stupid bitch didn't even watch when ( Read more... )

my heart feels your pain ( Read more... )

My Immortal Evanescence ( Read more... )

~ When you cried I wiped away all of your tears. When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.And i've held your hands throught all of these years but you still had all of me~

I likey that song

I've been so sick of some peoples shit. One minute someones nice the next they say kiss my ass the next there your friend again. I HATE PEOPLE SOMETIMES. I may have to spend the night at my fucking grandmas. That so sucks. I don't wanna. I HATE IT THERE TOO. Holly is so pissig me off. She keeps telling everyone that we went out but we didn't. She ( Read more... )

Well today kinda been a BLAH day. I felt ok at first then for some odd reason I didn't feel so ok. Then I felt really shitty then I felt ok. These higher meds aren't helpn. There making me feel worse actually ( Read more... )

I made a new friend YAY!!!!!! Hes so coolies. He also has a live journal. hehehehehe. I really have no clue what to write. Part of me really wants to be with Jon.But I mean I dunno I also kinda like my friend named Jo-Lee. But I dunno. I'm so very confussed. Yes yes I am. Well I'm gonna go now.

Jon really wanted to hear the song I wrote for him but I'm a chicken shit so I'm gonna write it ( Read more... )

I'm really feeling nothing. I guess in order to write u have to feel

I'm such a stupid ass. I brought drama to another persons life. I'm gonna end up loosing her too. Just like I did Chris. Chris is still a very hard subject to talk about. I can't write about it now. I wanna just die. I hurt so many people just so I won't be hurt. and I hate it. I thinkI have cried and slept more than I ever have in my life this ( Read more... )