You say you know what he did but, you idiot kid, you don't have a clue

[living4thepast]

Tonight I feel young. Young and real dumb, like I've been trying too hard to be better than I am, and when I see what I've done I just look stupid. Thru someone else's eyes, it's not a surprise, that I look this stupid. And I feel menial and mad at myself for letting me go and worrying so much and resorting to a machine that doesn't love me back to

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for the love of fig.

[classic_ivory]

"I'm sorry if I seem so self-absorbed because I'm not, but if I don't know what to say I just say something about myself because that's a subject that I know too well and better than an awkward silence. And if it seems like I throw my love around, I don't, I just love too fast, too easy, too deep, too long, too carelessly, and way too much."

if you didnt love the way you did, i wouldnt believe that love so strong could exist. you inspire my romanticism.

and believe me, figgy, you and i seem to think too much alike.

i know you dont want sympathy, but i do think you are too hard on yourself. you are breanna mother freaking powell and ive never met a person to say they didnt fall in love with your compassion. i know i did.

Re: for the love of fig.

[living4thepast]

Aww, thank you darling. You are truly wonderful. I know you understand, and I'm glad that someone out there does. Thank you for being Christen Mother Freakin Croley. You are beautiful

Re: for the love of fig.

[classic_ivory]

anytime, love