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this year is almost over. well in about 3 and a half hours it will be. it seems so weird that on january 1st of every year i say this year will go by so slow and it feels like yesterday that i said that. do you know what i mean? it just goes by so fast and i enjoy every moment of it, but i always feel like i could enjoy it even more. i dont know. im not going to make some big boring thing about all of the highlights of the year for you to read. i definitely had some amazing times including everyones birthdays, my birthday =] vacations including arizona, sleepovers, the summer time especially, halloween, many of the holidays, and homecoming. i want to thank all of my friends for providing me with memories that i will never forget and for teaching me so many new things about life. i will never forget the important things in life and how to determine who and what is important to me. life is so short and i want to make it last forever although i cant. ive learned to remember the past, but move on from it. it cant change and never will. each day as i grow and become a new person, i love just a little bit more and i learn just a little bit more. mistakes are understandable only if you accept them. they can only be learned from i think. people will be bitches, and others will be your best friends. only you can decided which one is which, and dont let anyone tell you otherwise. no matter what people tell you, you are you. dont think you are not individual because you are. only you make your own decisions. no one else makes them for you so dont try and put the blame on someone else or you look like an idiot. some of these things sound so simple, but it has taken me this year, 2005, 365 days to actually understand how important it all is. even though my life isnt perfect, i enjoy it a little bit more now and im proud of that.
all of my friends: alisa, carli, corinna, allie, shal, mychala, amy, sarah, maegan, danielle, melody, kelbeljones, elyse, and ashley. you guys are true friends. i know it sounds cheesy, but you are. you will never in a million years know what you have done for me, how much happiness you have brought to me and what you mean to me. you just wont. i can just say that i love you guys with all of my heart and that i honestly could not live life without you. you know who i am and what we are, and i appreciate every little thing you do. i know we have all had our differences, but i know that i can count on you guys and that we will always pull through. i am thankful for meeting each and every one of you, truly. this year has brought so many memories and i know that next year will be the same.
happy new year to everyone else as well. i hope it brings everyone the best of luck with school, family, friends, jobs, love, and everything else. a new year can only make people learn new things. it can be positive or negative becuase it will depend on which way you take it, but it will be new things. learn from your mistakes, become a better person, try new things, love a little bit more, appreciate things that you never took time to. do all of this and i promise you will be so much happier. i swear.