you know what fuck this as always home is fuckin hell i wanna run with corey but i cant and i dont want to fuckin go back to ycp i dont whatever fuckit

ok guys i go back to YCP today so this is my last entry until next time i love yall and will miss yall
oh and i love you emily and mrs doleen if ur reading this then just keep reading until april 10 okies byebye i also had another episode with a razorblade last night my stomach is red

hey this is one of emily's friends i found ur username in her room on a piece of paper and i just wanted to thank u for calling her a ***** in ur journal cuz now shes not even friends with you nemore shes gonna be rich n famous and grabbin grammys when she grows up and ur gonna be sittin there watching her accept them and u get nothin then ur gonna ( Read more... )

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I STILL LOVE YOU EMILY i hope you can forgive me and hopefully i can get myself together by the time i come home for my next pass on july 1st I LOVE YOU BEAUTIFUL ALWAYS AND FOREVER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS good night beautiful i love you

oh yeah ive got a question emily if u say u werent with any guy saturday night why did you call me and say that you couldnt talk b/c you were at a friends house with anees and you her and HIM were watching a movie and then when i asked who him was u said you didnt want to go there u didnt want to talk about it and that you had to go b/c you didnt ( Read more... )

2 blades left as of now but after tonight only one will be left fuck it all ill just do it to where all those dumbasses at ycp cant see them ok well bye and fuck it

ok my mom is really starting to piss me off because she acts like i never left and she still treats me the same way and still acts like i live out in the middle of freakin town and i see everyone all the time god im so fucking tired of this shit ok well w/e later

ok um yeah i went to the movies last night with kelsey and a couple other ppl to see madagascar that was like the stupidest most hilarious movie ive ever seen but anyways it was good to hang out with her again i told her about the situation with emily and shes like damn everytime yall are doing good u seem to find some way to fuck it up i was like ( Read more... )

ok i am like the biggest asshole in the world i was drunk last night and i supposedly called emily at 12:30 while i was asleep and left some message saying bad stuff bout her and she found out i was drunk and then her mom and dad found out so now i cant call or see her b4 i leave in 2 days i also broke my promise to tori and i dont know what to do ( Read more... )