...A Glimpse Of My Innermost Thoughts And Deepest Secrets...

[livingxaxdream]

Well, I don't know where to begin. When I'm alone, thinking, all my thoughts flow through my head, not wanting to shut up. I can express everything quite clearly when it is not leaving the boundaries of my mind. But the minute I go to write them down or tell them to somebody else, my mind seems to shut off, and all my thoughts get locked in. I need

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[eyesshuttight]

ehh.. im not mad..cause i know i do that.. but honsetly i dont really care? like i knwo how i am.. ut i do love the kid.,. and well yea im not ognna stop.. it may be bad.. but hey. anways.. bells gonna ring ill comment more later

[eyesshuttight]

but another thing that did piss me off is the fact that yru puttin all this shit here,. cauase like it seems liek your just trying to bring me down.. and like make it like your the victim.. im not tryin to be a bitch in the least bit.. but stuff liek this is bs.. u have a problem with it tlel me not tell the whole world..and for the ppl who talk shit too.. eraaly dont caer i wish eveyone would jyst grow up... high school is all drama.. and i wanna be lft outta it..yes i do start my own shae of it..but ive been tryin to avoid it lately.. so if all u ppl tlak shit about me then be it.. but dont bring it up to me..or write about it in yhour journals... not just to jess.. and im not mad..cause i really dont caer cause jessie i used to Always listen to u about eddie... so its not liek i dont know how it feels.. but it just never bothered me.. so i wish u would nto write stuff liek that about anyone again in hyour journal.. not just me but anyone... and liek i said im not mad...lol.. but i jsut wish u woudlnt do that... anways im gonna go

[eyesshuttight]

and one last thing.. its more imp than omg jay talked to miriam.. about that.. u know all the damn shit..and if eddie talked to little btich.. forgot her name youd get mad to..casus u do get mad if he walks with any girll ..u know what i mean.. and eveyone liek that..and ido have a reason to get upset over stuff.. so dont make it more dramatic than it realy is.. lol i think im gonan keep adding moer as i read.. haha

[only_x_mayhem]

Dear.. I honestly don't do anything during the week. Once in a blue moon something happens on a weekday.. so call me!! I'm always afraid to call you because Eddie might be there.. and he's pissing me the fuck off with all the shit going on with you two so yea.. you don't bother me.. JUST CALL SILLY! I love you!! And things will get better.. I'll definitely try to make it to your house more often to hang out and stuff. 1 month and 4 days (I hope!) til I can drive down by myself, whenever I want to. And with everything else.. just ignore her when she talks about him. Or butt in and change the subject I guess. I dunno, it's gunna happen anyway I think. wwhhattever..

ILOVEYOU!!!<33333333333

[livingxaxdream]

I do always call you. lol. And I'm going to call you right now. I think you may be at your aunt's because it's 11:57 Monday morning but oh well. I gotta tell you about something. lol. And I like your icon.

[only_x_mayhem]

True that true that. I know.. I need to step up with the calling and shitttt.. I never call anyone anymore =(.. its sad. Thaannkkies!<3

An Anonymous User Named Dave

[anonymous]

ALRIGHTY

Re: An Anonymous User Named Dave

[anonymous]

LOL i spelt his name so many different ways lol

Re: An Anonymous User Named Dave

[livingxaxdream]

Thanks Dave. That really made me feel better. =D I wish it were that simple. =/ But I'm trying. Trust me I am. I really don't know what else to say. Your entry was all long and mine's not but I'm sleepy. I should go back to sleep. hehe =)

Poster.

[anonymous]

Stop talking to my boyfriend.

Re: Poster.

[livingxaxdream]

Poster. Hm.. Interesting. LoL. And it would really help if I knew who you and/or your boyfriend is. LoL. Even though I probably won't stop talking to them just for you. But yeah.

Lemme Break It Down For Ya..

[anonymous]

Stop Talking to Elemer. Stop calling him...

Re: Lemme Break It Down For Ya..

[livingxaxdream]

By telling me to stop calling him you're implying that I do call him. But I don't. So try again.