party on wednesday night heck yes! last day of class tomorrow heck yes!

i feel so bad for him, i want to help him i really do, but hes just a confused little boy. except for hes a man...

its true, after three fun and happy months ryan and i have broken up. im not going to say why or how, but we are still friends, just i cant be his friend now because it hurts to much...lets just say he needs to find himself... no hes not gay, he just needs to figure out what he wants. he needs to experiment a little, and so do i. i informed him ( Read more... )

so i left san jose wednesday morning. walter dropped me off at the train station for my 10:08 train to SLO which didnt arrive til 12:38. i was delayed two and a half hours! then we didnt get to SLO until almost five. we (my mom and i) stopped at the nearest dennys to get something to eat. so we didnt get home until after midnight. when we got home ( Read more... )

yes i know, i cant even remember the last time i updated, but ever since then a lot has been going on. with school, with work, with my boyfriend. some of it good and some of it bad... but i think that i can learn from it and become stronger. so currently, i have three jobs. the one job ive had since the beginning of the school year at the student ( Read more... )

my boobs look really big tonight...i should take a picture...

ahhhhhhhhhhh...feels good to get rid of things that need to be gotten rid of. . . yes sirree!!

AHHHHH THE MORNING AFTER AND IM STILL FUCKED UP! HELP ME PLEASE. MY HEAD HURTS AND IM STILL HELLA NUMB AND DIZZY. SHIT IM AT WORK RIGHT NOW TOO ADN I HAVE TO GO TO MY OTHER JOB AT 230 THATS NOT COOL!!!! VODKA BAD, VODKA BAD! THEY SHOWED ME THE BOTTLE THIS MORNING AND I NEARLY THREW UP EW! CRAZY SHIT RIGHT THERE~PEACE

i got a new job!!! its an excuse to get drunk and celebrate! hells yah!!!

im drunk...okay buzzed.,, no okay drunk! it feels good!