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[livinjesusstyle]

I hate my life.
- my dad lives a thousand miles away. our relationship only involves talking about the weather. meaning we have no relationship whatsoever.
- i'm always alone like all day long. i have no one to talk to.
- i have no friends...no one ever calls to see how it's going or to hang out. i know when they ask how i am, they just want me to say

Comments

[bb_ee_cc_kk_yy]

Jill I read this and I cried.. I know it would be weird for us to hang out but seriously text me anytime if you want to talk.

[livinjesusstyle]

thanks becky, that really means a lot...you have no idea.

[cuaacollegegrl]

Hey Jill... I'm here for you if you need it. I'll be praying for you and hoping that things get better.
Jay and I were talking about your entry and my sister was with us and she said that if you need someone outside of the whole situation to talk to, she would just be there to listen to you talk and maybe explain about her experiences. She had a really hard time connecting with our dad after our parents got divorced, so she might have a better sense of what you're going through then me.

Well my cell number is 734-546-2489, and it's always on... let me know if you want to get a hold of my sister, her phone is always on too
If you ever want to get away, let me know we could hang out and go shopping or something!
I miss you!
♥kendra♥

[cuaacollegegrl]

thanks, really. i appreciate it :)

[livinjesusstyle]

sorry that was me, i wasn't logged in i guess.

[rachhender09]

jilllll !!!!!
this makes me so sad to see your miserable =[
i want to hang out with you because i too have no one to hang out with all day long, so i know how you feel about that one

let me know when you want me to come over so we can hang and watch lost or something ! =]
ill be praying for you darling.

love love love

[xxsweetxx]

I know this is a little late.
You said at the end that you just need to let go of some of this and you couldn't be more right. Just sit back and think about how GREAT our AMAZING Lord is, how awesome His mercy is and just talk to Him like you would talk to a best friend. Get to know Him and everything that you are feeling bad about in this world just seems to disappear. When I read this entry, my heart just about broke in two because I know how it feels to be so hopeless and not want to live because I felt like nothing was going to get better but you know, going through these bad times, the worst times in our lives is probably the best thing sometimes. It really allows you to reflect upon the things in life that REALLY matter, to trust in God and get to know Him. You won't feel like you're falling away from Him if you are only concentrating on His goodness and His mercies and LOVE!

About your friends or feeling like you have none. You do have a friend and I know you can't touch Him but God will be the best friend you could