I'm like freaking out! I'm having one of my realization where I just start thinking and everything just comes at once and I don't know how to deal with it. I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life. Time is ticking and i'm wasting my freshman year, I'm afraid that time will be over and I'll be unhappy with whatever I've decided to ( Read more... )

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pay no attention, rpg stuff

1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.
3. Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity, animated or otherwise.
4. Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
5. Put this in your journal

How does one who seemed so extremely happy now become so angry and hard to deal with. My god, I don't want to be around any of them, I just want to get off campus and leave and be with Ash, or be with someone not related to Tilton. My god, she's just so irrational and I feel like everything that I loved about her has changed, and i don't like it ( Read more... )

I thought I was past this point. I thought although my mind wandered back an forth every now and then, I had moved on allowing myself to live my life normally. It seems however that I have found myself back to square one and I am sick. I did it again. I don't know why, I was fine, then it entered my mind. The addiction over came me, and now I ( Read more... )

Oh my goodness, I have been working my ass off and hopefully I'll get all my work dones tonight so that I can carry out my plans. More about the plans right now. Anyway, yesterday, I was at school at 5:40. I worked until 7am... went over and go breakfast. Then I got ready for school and went to class. I worked again on my Hamlet critisim E ( Read more... )

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So, the first day of my actual groundation has come and almost passed. It wasn't that bad, it's not like I have a life anyway, I mean, I always just stay home over vaca anyway. I'm such a bad person... ha ha... no I'm just anti-social. I wonder how Ga Young is doing right now? She last called around 12 and she was in Detroit. good to know she' ( Read more... )

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A Tilton School poem ( Read more... )