i've been OFF today! yay! guess what...i bought a notebook by toshiba! i also got to go to Caroline's dance recital - awesome job, caroline! it's so fast compared to the win 95 one i was using for the longest time! beautiful crystal clear screen too! has wireless, but i dont know how to work it yet. maybe amy's and mine need a play date at ( Read more... )

Feeling very Loved: the most unexpected hug ever from a sweet little girl in my line at work on my birthday (she didn't know me or that it was my birthday), being sung to mostly in harmony, a brithday receipt instead of card, Memorial Day cleaning with two super-cool people (have you ever felt thankful just to be next to someone(s)?), a Hula- ( Read more... )

friday kim saw that we both worked the same shift saturday so we decided to ride bikes together. i told her that friday was national ride your bike to work day, but i don't think she believed me until she heard it for herself. it was so fun! gorgeous day for it too. around 3 she got a message from her husband that her aunt in grand rapids was ( Read more... )

Amy calls this "stream of consciousness" writing...I dunno ( Read more... )

Hmm...My thing with Kim not knowing who the doodles are from didn't last. It could have/should have. But today when I got there I ended up going to ODF for Erin's lunch. When we were walking outside she goes "I got another note on my car the other day" all huffy and angry-like. I made some dumb response like "why, cuz you parked crooked?" She' ( Read more... )

...where to start. How about with Saturday, I believe. So I get back from lunch and Kim has my till in the safe, so I come back and hang out there where she's looking over the schedule. I put my stuff back from lunch and she asks "do you like puppies?" It totally caught me off guard, so I answered as if she were asking me to take one off her ( Read more... )

Why must I be so relentlessly, fiercely loyal to someone who doesn't even know I exist? Oh, it's my choice, somehow or another...I know that full well...yet I simply cannot shake it...I cannot stop hoping, praying, seeking, living this way. How I want someone to come near! Am I truly too much, too deep, too unfathomable, unworthy...what? No, ( Read more... )

Our washing machine as well as our kitchen sink has stopped working. Our sink problems began with a severe leak that now cannot be used until it's fixed...and it's not fixed yet. The tuesday night I got home from school, went to wash my clothes for work the next morning and came to find the washing machine jammed somehow so that it didn't even ( Read more... )

Looking back, I never ended up painting :-( Amy and I talked about hanging out sometime soon...we're long over due for some catch-up time. Being almost done with school until fall is always a plus to the conflicting schedules business. I totally got a 95% on my last math test. *excited ( Read more... )

I feel the intense need to spend like an entire day outside somewhere listening to music that makes me feel. I've been so wrapped up with going here, doing this that and the other...that i've lost some of what it's like just to feel. I've told myself to stop feeling...because it's dangerous, or there's no time to feel. I think I desperately need ( Read more... )