it's sunday and i am lazy

[livvyelf]

i'm so unmotivated, i have so much to do and so little will to do anything

I miss the sun

I miss the warmth

I can't wait till we go to brazil this end of the year... this year we will go!

ok happy thoughts! he is lovely :)

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[icefacade]

Basically what happened was at the beginning of January everything suddenly sucked, i.e. I got laid off because business was slow, my unemployment check was 1/5 of my regular weekly pay so Stas had to pay my rent for February, the job market in my career area is nil, and then my wallet got stolen so I had no license/bank card/etc. with which to cash any checks so I had to go about getting them replaced, and then the brakes on my car failed and all the wheel studs broke off and I had to get a new tire; but now everything is great because I have my tax returns in so Stas is paid back, my car is almost completely fixed, I just started my job back today and I have a new license and a new bank card on the way. Not to mention, I had so much free time on my hands those 2 months of unemployment that I was able to get back into an exercise routine, so I'm in much better shape, and I was able to spend time meditating and reading more philosophy, theology, etc., so I feel much more centered