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lee gave me a camera today! hes crazy, and so so awesome <3
today i did a speech about my sister, it was embarressing because i started crying infront of everyone.
It is the end of another year, I wish it could be just another fun summer, some more good times, but unfortunately things aren’t going to be at there best. The thing that’s so different this summer from all the others is my sister is graduating early, and my mom is engaged to a total loser. See I wouldn’t mind so much that my mom is getting married to this annoying guy, but the thing is that my sister is leaving, so when it comes time to get in arguments with this freak I stand alone, with my mom most of the time on his side. When I get in fights with this guy, usually my sister is there to help out, but she is leaving and it’s a sad thing for me right now. She will be going to Texas tech in Lubbock, that’s a six hour drive from here which will be really hard on me. The past couple months me and my sister have been getting along like good friends, she takes me places with her and I make an effort to spend more time with her, and I don’t think its because she’s leaving, I think its because my mom spending her time with her boyfriend has brought me and my sister closer together. A recent past night, my sister and I were driving around, and I guess you could say we had a little moment of realization of what was to come, she’s leaving, and it’s not far away at all, we started crying and talking about some things. But Megan, being the great person she is, with so much happiness inside her and doesn’t like to see hard times, goes to the park, and cheers me up by jumping in the river with me at 12 o clock at night. After that we started driving everywhere listening to music, and she holding my hand singing to me, and in that night I got so much closer to her then ever before. I love my sister so much, and it’s really hard to say goodbye. Because I know when I see her drive away, waving good bye to her, knowing that it will be along time until we see each other again, it will probably be one of the hardest moments of my life. I know she will visit often, but it’s not the same, and I also know its time for her to move on, but this will be the most difficult change in my life, possibly one of the worst summers too. But in the end I know everything will be ok, because I know, sisters hold each others hands for a while, but their hearts forever.
I
love
her