No seriously, ignore this, it's just a pity party

Dec 09, 2009 09:53

AUUUUGGGGHHHHH I AM SO DEPRESSEED ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

I have the lucidity to understand that this is probably just hormones messing with my already-prone-to-depression self, but I woke up with that sort of exhausted pull that means you could easily sleep all day long and I feel miserable and lonely and tired and not even TP2 and a my favourite shredded jeans are fixing it. Not even coffee has helped. NOT EVEN COFFEE.

It's a culmination of things - feeling ridiculously out of shape; a bad conversation with my Gran who I admire so very, very much; being stressed with two little ones; missing being at work and feeling as though I'm making a small difference; stupid little arguments with people I love, etc etc - and it will pass, but today it just feels like a lot, for whatever reason.

M'going to go clean the house and stuff and maybe work out (I tried and failed to do yoga yesterday) and see if that helps any because sitting on my ass isn't going to do anything but indulge this pathetic thing.

I have the lucidity to understand that this is probably just hormones messing with my already-prone-to-depression self, but I woke up with that sort of exhausted pull that means you could easily sleep all day long and I feel miserable and lonely and tired and not even TP2 and a my favourite shredded jeans are fixing it. Not even coffee has helped. NOT EVEN COFFEE.

It's a culmination of things - feeling ridiculously out of shape; a bad conversation with my Gran who I admire so very, very much; being stressed with two little ones; missing being at work and feeling as though I'm making a small difference; stupid little arguments with people I love, etc etc - and it will pass, but today it just feels like a lot, for whatever reason.

M'going to go clean the house and stuff and maybe work out (I tried and failed to do yoga yesterday) and see if that helps any because sitting on my ass isn't going to do anything but indulge this pathetic thing

Right, right, on your way now. Much love. =)
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